Deconstructionism: The Most Sincere Form of Self Criticism

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released January 9, 2009

Programming, Guitar, Electronics, Vocals/Lyrics - Andre Sanabria

Recorded by Andre Sanabria at Excommunicate and Andrew Gormley at The Red Room (Seattle, WA)
Mastered by James Plotkin at Plotkinworks (Hoboken, NJ)

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Track Name: Resignation
Resignation : natura non contristatur
(nature is not saddened)

Ashen skies silver and beaten
dressed in the height of fashion
the passion in violence exposed.
Lips meet deceit mocking and vile;
gray clouds foretell lamentable times.
An unforgiving presence lacks sympathy;
destroying all in its path.
Track Name: Drop Piece
Drop Piece : mundus vult decipi
(the world wants to be deceived)

Flies are waiting to eat our flesh,
insects so civilized but we're contaminated.

There is no murder in a holy war,
it's alright ma we're only bleeding.

christianity will be the final plague
christianity will be the final plague
Track Name: 11:32
11:32 : quem deus vult perdere, dementat prius
(Whom the gods would destroy, they first make insane)

Time I am
destroyer of
all beings
engaged to
destroy all
in this world.

Of all the solders here
none will be spared
both sides will be SLAIN
Track Name: Fallibilism
Fallibilism : manus celer Dei
(the swift hand of God)

Worry it's so one sided.
This telepathic threat.
The children of the good,
I will take.

We are all in this theater,
in the aisle screaming fire.
Crushing the weak in a panic.
Even dogs attack their masters.
Even god attacks the masses.
Track Name: Obfuscation
Obfuscation : reductio ad absurdum
(leading back to the absurd)

A global fabrication
distracting fascination
socio-religious propaganda televised
the atom and the eye
who the fuck is on our side
we're nothing but reactions
following moral factions
who argue over faith
facts checked by blind men
with agendas
guessing by candle light
that which befalls all men
so too shall befall every beast
- -
pray for immaculate genocide
pray for sinless annihilation
pray for consecrated murder
in the name of god
Track Name: Jisei
Jisei : Servo Permaneo Bovis Provestri
(Save the Last Bullet for Yourself)

Bring the plague home.
I'll eat the rats.
Teeth are covered in
black fur and feathers.

Ravenously asking for more.

End this day with
a death entre nous.
Sometimes it's easier to
imagine someplace else.

Anywhere is better than here
when it's like this.
Track Name: Mallory Weiss Tears
Mallory Weiss Tears : in vino veritas
(in wine [there is] truth)

Last call, tube is on fire
ten after one, god's pissing blood
don't you lie and tell me it's rain.
We've got a lot to learn
about time travel.
There'll be no confessions tonight.
Track Name: An Isolated Incident
An Isolated Incident : dona nobis pacem
(give us peace)

We want to bear witness
there is no fear in our eyes
let the true story be told
let the true story be told

"all that we wanted was to bring light to a world dying for love."

Darkness falls
on the last
white night.
Track Name: Impermanence
Impermanence : cum mortuis in lingua mortua
(with the dead in a dead language)

The old suffering returns
prescribing new addictions
to treat other afflictions
brought on by previous prescriptions.

Walking farther from the mountains
and closer to the sea
never assume the dead
or the silence in their graves.

These are desperate times
famine or cannibalism
together in hell
we will incite insurrection.

The world of night ours
that which Milton explored
shall be our prison unless
we escape this very minute.
Track Name: Strozek
Strozek : vita incerta, mors certissima
(life is uncertain, death is most certain)

Now that the cards are on the table,
see whose been bluffing all along.

The competition has become stagnant,
and I don't care anymore.

I bet it all on a losing hand,
it's time for this game to end.
Track Name: On the Sufferings of the World
On the Sufferings of the World : sui caedere
(to kill oneself)

my voluntary death
I assume monomania
a final violent outburst
an act of self destruction
antithesis of self preservation
egos unflinching absolution
in defiance of being
I am the doomed hero's reason
using destruction for creation
history makes legends of fools
the desperate moment presents itself
Track Name: Dukkha
Dukkha : diem ex dai
Track Name: Masada
Masada : condemnant quod non intelligunt
(They condemn what they do not understand)

Eyes closed the voices soon appear
in that moment everything is clear
As skies paint the pallor of death
I take a final arid breath

No god can save us from this pain
as everyone here will be slain
children, mothers, neighbors, lovers
drawing lots to spare each other

From violence outside the wall
the siege won't end until the fall
since we cannot commit the sin
of suicide we shall begin

Death from our own desperation
the quiet end of a nation
methodical knives one by one
slit throats in rows under the sun
Track Name: And
And
Track Name: in
in
Track Name: the
the
Track Name: end
end
Track Name: we
we
Track Name: all
all
Track Name: turn
turn
Track Name: to
to
Track Name: dust
dust